Enough said.

The money you have invested in me is deeply appreciated-but it is not what I want. I want you to invest your time and your love in me. I wish I could say this to you, although I doubt you would really listen to the depth of those words.

I am sorry I fall short of what you want. But I can only be me, and I have to make me happy, because no matter what I do, you'll never be happy with what I do for you.

Although it hurts, it is going to heal. I want you here, but only if you WANT to be here, and be able to love and accept me as I am. Just support me, I am figuring life out.